at least, not in much detail. I'm not sure why I used to feel the need to grasp onto such stories, such happy and brilliant memories, and perhaps it was because I was afraid that one day, all these memories were going to fade away.
but in the recent months without blogging, I've come to realise that there will be memories and happy things and I've had the most amount of fun in my entire life.
maybe things will be fun after all
maybe there's no need to be afraid.