I ought to post this only after my prelims but since i'm slacking like there's no tomorrow right now, let us begin!
Helloooo
I am currently in the midst of prelims and I don't even know what to say man the papers are honestly really challenging. And SS went really really really badly. Not as bad as Sec 3 midyears, but pretty close. Left an entire SEQ blank which equates to a big fat 0 for that. No question about it. This really shouldn't be happening at a time like prelims. SS makes me so scared honestly.
I did not get accepted into ACJC )-: Been staring at my empty mailbox for two days now and no new email came in )-: )-: )-: I feel exceptionally bad because I don't know I kind of got rejected twice on account that I did not get accepted into SNYO either. And what sucks the most is that I actually work pretty hard on my flute (as compared to idk my piano) and it's not getting me anywhere. I know it will take a lot of time and experience and stuff but this really makes me doubt my ability to major in performance in the future, what if I end up failing that too? Anyway, I was pretty (very) upset about not getting in but i have lovely friends who cheered me up so yay you friends, you guys are amazing, although I don't think anyone actually knows why I am that upset about it.
I used to be afraid of failure, or rejection rather, and now I've experienced two in a row it is kind of painful, but that's how the world works right? (-: Just gotta take things in my stride and smile for the world to see
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So today was the long-awaited day where we finally receive our O level results!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It was super casual we just walked forward and saw our grade and oral results and signed against it. That's it. No cert or anything! I got A1 with distinction for Oral!!!!! It made me so happy, honestly. Especially the distinction part ok that's why whenever I say my grade I just have to say the distinction part bc I worked my ass off on oral, so so so glad it finally paid off (-: Went for victory lunch with Michelle afterwards (i will not post her results in case she is not comfortable with it) at Everything With Friessssssssssssssssss before heading to The Arts House at 3pm for rehearsal (-: Michelle has never eaten ewf or nutella tart before O: SO NOW SHE HAS YAY.
Today was also the final orchestra rehearsal before Sunday's concert! It was quite exciting, watching the invited soloists and Mr Goh perform as soloists with the ensemble! They sound so so so so good it's amazing to study there okay maybe not really because i didn't even do anything I just listened to them HAHA they sound so good *___*
GUYS COME FOR THE CONCERT ON SUNDAY 25 AUGUST YOU WON'T REGRET IT I PROMISE
So yes rehearsal ended pretty quick! Signed up and now I'm a member of Flute Association Singapore! (-: Joy
OKAY i should go to bed it's like 1 in the morning what am I doing HAHAHA goodbye fellow floaters of the internet (-: