Life updates #4

#1: Times like this don't make me want to write lengthy poems about love or better days. All I want to do is pull out my hair and finish my work but I can't do either and that makes me feel relatively uncomfortable. 

#2: Actually, a lot of things about myself have made me feel uncomfortable recently. 

#2.1: I no longer write down my work/to-do lists and keep forgetting to do things I have to — time to get myself a planner with dates.

#2.2: I sleep too little every night and end up sleeping in almost all my classes the next day. I waste all my time trying to keep awake instead of absorb what is taught and spend all night trying to understand what I didn't catch at school — absolutely useless to me.

#2.3: I think I kind of lost myself along this stressful road and have done things that I could have avoided. Kind of puts unnecessary stress on myself (i could really do without all of this)

#3: Have not been able to practice and improve my practical performance, or read extensively, or write enough, or learn the guitar that I borrowed from Sean..basically all I do each day is sleep too little and struggle in school.. what is life..

#4: Can't wait for this week to be over so that I can get my life back together.