new thoughts

a lot has changed since I last typed here, I feel happier - confused, but also happier.
my thoughts are stars i can't fathom into constellations - i never thought i'd be able to use that sentence

It's unlike me to fall for that
my feelings are all over the place
why do i feel this way
do i even feel this way, maybe it's just me reading too much into things
but it's been so long
actions speak louder than words
and the actions have been doing a pretty damn fine job
everything is so confusing

i think i want to