Before anything else I would like to show you something; CGSSB.
Our LIMELIGHT concert's coming up in 2 days!!! We're all so excited but i know these kids are more tired than ever. Everything is way too rushed this month, what with NBC just ending and all. It's like something's trying to push all of us to our limits yknow, and it never stops. The picture above was when our Sec4s were still here. Man, do i wish they'd never left.
Not that I have something against stepping but sometimes when you don't know what to do you look for someone as your pillar of support. I just never am my own pillar. That's when I always look for my seniors. I feel safer with them around, like nothing could go wrong, like I didn't have to do anything except love my CCA more than ever. But now that we've stepped up, it's a whole galaxy of difference. Catherine told me that all I had to do to be a good BM was so divert all the passion and love I have for my section, to the entire band. Which I did, I love cgssb so much. But honestly, most of the time I don't believe that when all of them are afraid of what happens and look up to me for support, that i won't be there to be strong for them.
I could never really comprehend why I got chosen as Band Major. I lack confidence, all the time, literally. I'm so afraid of every step I take right now, like i could break the entire sculpture with light push. Thank God for the other majors, don't know what i'd do without them.
Stepping up has been a rather average ride for me (: It's new, and it's challenging, but it has its merits. I love working with the other majors. They are so absolutely entertaining on whatsapp HAHAHA. Limelight is just another hurdle we have to cross! Lets go!!!!!